I run around in circles
I get lost in the crowd
I end up in places never been before
I have been waiting for long
To hear the end
Of that unfinished song
To my best friends I run
I lay my ears on the walls surrounding me,
Oh! Only if I could break them,
Only if through those walls could float through-
The remains
The end
Of that unfinished song
To my friends, my family I plead
HELP ME OUT
Tell me where I am wrong
Tell me what I couldn’t figure out for so long
Complete my song
Finish my unfinished song.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
ARBIT # 2
(This was written in class on the 9th of April, though posted much later)
I had slept at 4 last night. Four hours of sleep. I woke up later than I usually do before class, yet , I arrive the earliest. The prof is cool.Supposedly, he teaches well too ( one of those rare species in KGP) I think he is teaching genetic algo – a very interesting topic, mind you-a topic I want to very much want to know about- but I am just too drowsy to pay attention. I start writing to get over my boredom. But---what shall I write about?? I just start writing random stuff (read, crap)The students beside me are studying – some of them are studying other subjects—the exams are after all only a few days away. I should be studying, too. My mind wanders- wanders to last night, the awesome night spent on takshila top with “ Oh!Calcutta”, to the really enjoyable birthday I had just two days ago………….i cant clear the cobwebs from my mind, I go off to sleep……
I had slept at 4 last night. Four hours of sleep. I woke up later than I usually do before class, yet , I arrive the earliest. The prof is cool.Supposedly, he teaches well too ( one of those rare species in KGP) I think he is teaching genetic algo – a very interesting topic, mind you-a topic I want to very much want to know about- but I am just too drowsy to pay attention. I start writing to get over my boredom. But---what shall I write about?? I just start writing random stuff (read, crap)The students beside me are studying – some of them are studying other subjects—the exams are after all only a few days away. I should be studying, too. My mind wanders- wanders to last night, the awesome night spent on takshila top with “ Oh!Calcutta”, to the really enjoyable birthday I had just two days ago………….i cant clear the cobwebs from my mind, I go off to sleep……
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Birthday special : resolutions
Today, at 3:44 hrs on the 7th of April, 2010 (inspite of whatever date n time blogspot may declare this to be ), I raise my hand to the cute little birthday hat in front of me and solemnly promise to do my best to keep the below mentioned promises and resolutions. To this day I promise never to forget any of these resolutions, even for a moment , and that my whole year shall be dedicated to keeping these to the best of my abilities.
1. I will blog at least once every week even if I am the only one reading and appreciating them. I’ll buzz even more often now, even if no one cares to comment on my buzzes( I’ll pester people to read my blog, trust me, pestering is sumthin I am REALLY good at :P )
2. I will continue pestering people to pronounce “diffusion” correctly.
3. I will go for jogging every day from now on ( except, of course, during exams ,on birthdays –of myself or of friends n family-, on national n regional holidays and wenever I am engaged otherwise )
4. I will not consume alcohol except when in good company ( which basically means a human being )
5. I will continue asking my friends far away to wake me up at 6 in the morning and then go off to sleep as soon as they have done so ( after of course assuring them that I am fully awake and that nothing can put me off to sleep again !!)
6. I will not treat anybody unless they give me their pending treats
7. I’ll try and behave more maturely ( come on , I am 21 now ) by this I mean I will not annoy my friends over petty issues, I will not make childish unreasonable demands n comments at improper times and places ( u don’t think I can do this ?? well….frankly speaking …….it does sound a lil tough…well lets gv it a shot anyways )
8. I will continue surprising my buddies ( how?? No, no cant tell u now, it’s a surprise !!)
9. I will learn cycling and biking
10.I’ll say “ I love you “ to my mom n dad more often.
11. “ you never even let me miss you, abhi “—I shall invoke more such comments from all my friends even though I may be miles away from them.( FYI this statement was last made on saturday the 3rd of April, 2010 at 18:45 hrs at Fd-453, saltlake city, kolkata )
12. I will not stare at a pretty woman when I see one, I shall just admire her
13. I’ll find myself a date (about time, aint it??)
14. I shall get a 1600 in gre and a 100 percentile in cat :P
Well friends can you think of anything else that should be a part of this list? If so, please inform me and I shall take up the case very seriously :P
1. I will blog at least once every week even if I am the only one reading and appreciating them. I’ll buzz even more often now, even if no one cares to comment on my buzzes( I’ll pester people to read my blog, trust me, pestering is sumthin I am REALLY good at :P )
2. I will continue pestering people to pronounce “diffusion” correctly.
3. I will go for jogging every day from now on ( except, of course, during exams ,on birthdays –of myself or of friends n family-, on national n regional holidays and wenever I am engaged otherwise )
4. I will not consume alcohol except when in good company ( which basically means a human being )
5. I will continue asking my friends far away to wake me up at 6 in the morning and then go off to sleep as soon as they have done so ( after of course assuring them that I am fully awake and that nothing can put me off to sleep again !!)
6. I will not treat anybody unless they give me their pending treats
7. I’ll try and behave more maturely ( come on , I am 21 now ) by this I mean I will not annoy my friends over petty issues, I will not make childish unreasonable demands n comments at improper times and places ( u don’t think I can do this ?? well….frankly speaking …….it does sound a lil tough…well lets gv it a shot anyways )
8. I will continue surprising my buddies ( how?? No, no cant tell u now, it’s a surprise !!)
9. I will learn cycling and biking
10.I’ll say “ I love you “ to my mom n dad more often.
11. “ you never even let me miss you, abhi “—I shall invoke more such comments from all my friends even though I may be miles away from them.( FYI this statement was last made on saturday the 3rd of April, 2010 at 18:45 hrs at Fd-453, saltlake city, kolkata )
12. I will not stare at a pretty woman when I see one, I shall just admire her
13. I’ll find myself a date (about time, aint it??)
14. I shall get a 1600 in gre and a 100 percentile in cat :P
Well friends can you think of anything else that should be a part of this list? If so, please inform me and I shall take up the case very seriously :P
Thursday, April 1, 2010
ARBIT # 1
Its 4 a.m and I have just woken up…I feel feverish…I cannot sleep…..i have two back-2-back tests after 11 hours .. I haven’t started anything… I have the notes, I know the syllabus…but just don’t feel like studying…..i appear available on gtalk…I look at the list to find someone….nope, no one I would like to chat with now,I check out the buzzes-none where I would like to comment,I grab at my phone.. I sms my friends “awake?”, hoping against hope that somebody might reply—none....i stare at the notes—what gibberish!!!!!!!...i go out of my room, enjoy the chill of the morning..i feel my forehead…fever definitely…I take a crocin ,lay down and doze off…..PEACE…
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